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+tiime. 3:55
+date. Aug 10, 2oO5
+moOd. im fiine
+talkiinq toO. mii siter and her friiendz..
i dont even kno where to start....well i guess i start at how we met, my freshmen year i met this boy name Reggie...he's a real coOl`n`sweet!!! and he has a hOmebOii by the name of Munta((Mon-Tay)) but ii mean i didnt pay no attentiion UNTIL!!!→May 15, 2oO5←....@ this FashiiOn ShOw....OMG, he looked soOOoOoOOoOo qoOd~!!!~ =D
So that next week Reggie called me and he had to of his hOmebOiiz on the fone, whcih were Munta and Chad (now Chad cool ass hell, thats my m.f bOi) so we was on the fone for along time, like all night ..up until 7am, and by that tiime everyone fell asleep and it was juss me and him...that was some i never experienced before, it was like an instant bond between me and him that it got 2 the point when we was on the fone like alllllll day everyday BUT it was one little prObLem....HE HAD A GURLFRIEND!....loll yeah yeah i kno, sad isnt it...now i kno wha you all are probally thinkin, that im trflin, he triflin, im scandolous, he scandolous..yeah yeah i kno, we've got all that before...but i sawre for God it wasnt like that @ alL...it was really me juss messing around at first and seeing could i break him because he was soOooOo faithful(which is a goOd thing and i didnt have nothing wrong with that) it was just he made me feel like he i was shiit (not literally) i dont kno i cant explain it but whatever the felling was i didnt like it so with that i flirted 2 see would he flirt back...he didnt...lollll, so it came to the point where i was juss like fuckin and juss start actin natural and with him not knowin i was juss messing aroun when i was flirtin with him he took it to anotha level and felt like i liked him and..whic i k9inda did after that loooooooonq night on the fone...and what topz it of was that we bOth had 2 attend summer school that summer so we saw easch other like EVERYDAY! and ha aint make it no better.....it just made us like each other more and more everyday, and thats exactly what happend! but that was one summer i would never forget, he was soOoO sweet, he use 2 wait on my ride to come get me everyday and it wasnt just that it was like the little thinqz and i knew he wasnt tryna pull no shiit and be slick b.c ii made all the rulez, i dont kno..it was craziii because SCHOOL STARTED! oh lawd when school started thats when all the criticism started and he say, she say..all that shiit and it was helL but since we had each other it was alright and we put up with all of it...and it was also tiimez when i stop talkin to him b.c ii started to feel wrOnq, used, stupid, dumb...etc....but it never fell, we alwayz ended up back talkiinq 4 some strange reason=)...but ummi remember one tiime shortly after school started in September westop talkin...September 15th to be exact...and that tiiime
HE STOPPED TALKING TO ME!
ii was soOoOo furious but reallly i couldnt be mad b.c he had a girlfriiend and i knew that before i got myself into that situatiion...so i was juss like ..oh well..even though i was HURT...hurt real bad, but thats life...he was tellin me some shiit how he needed to be man and handle his responsibilitiiez b.c he was puttin em` off for the last 4monthz...but i felt like all that was bullshit...ii felt like his reasonz for stOp talkin 2 me b.c he analyzed the relatiionship between me and him and him and her and he felt like she was better so he chose her over me AND also hOmecOmiinq was like 2weekz away and in the beginning we planned 2 go 2 gether but she tol him that she wanted to go so he had to find away 2 tell me....
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